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Time:12:49 am
I'm too freaking lazy to write up a con report, so I'll be writing random tidbits.

This year was less room party oriented, and more fetish/gear orinted. Not that I'm complaning ::grins::
We actually found an elitist kink party :P Spandex/Invite only.. oh well. Smash's party was alot of fun as well. It was nice to see alot of familer faces in a room, and to remember Kyle.

I got dragged in an skit at FNL. I ended up playing a ninja.. and no.. I'm not the one who did that backflip >.>

What amused me was the network that kepted on going down.

Uhh.. oh yeah.. all my room mates we're pretty cute. And no... I didn't yiff any of them, and yes, I I said yiff. :P (I wish i did though :P)

I was pretty happy to finally meet Soki Twopaws (suckitpaws). I didn't see his wife though. And it was pretty weird seeing Mynt (North) getting a sex change. It looks much better without the huge breasts.

As I write this, I know I"m not making much sence.. mainly because it's 1am, and I have a huge freaking headach right now.

Ugh.. I dont want to go back to reality with work and life. But I gotta make money some how :)

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Time:05:12 am
Current Mood:frustratedfrustrated
Ugh.. FC.. Very mixed feelings about this con.

I think if I didn't feel horny, and frustrated from my horniness, I would've had a better time. oh well :P

I'm getting a fursuit from Nobleton Productions..
Just watching all the fursuiters are making me wondering... what if I get a fursuit? Then maybe I would get laid :P
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Time:11:17 am
I'm at room 361

Sweet :D

Oh.. btw.. i need a fursuit :D Does anyone know that's selling theirs?
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Time:12:06 am
Hmm.. this weekend was pretty interesting.

I took a trip out to Valley Springs (ish) out in the woods. Usually, going to the woods for me exploring my mind. And this was a chance to do so without any outside influences or substances. It was pure..
The best thing I could say was that I got to explore my 'dog' side. I'm keeping this post limited 'cause I got friends on here that will go 'wtf'.. so I won't get into major details, so I'm just going to post the psyche part of it.

It's really interesting how certain actions could put you in a certain headspace. I use to think that I couldnt put my self in other headspaces with out the use of other hallucinogenic chemicals. Now, being drug free (minus booze/weed), it's time for me to seek what I could do, if I could explore my psyce, or have consciousness expansion without the use of chemicals. If I could pull my self into a 'dog headspace', then I wonder what else I could pull my self in?

((I also realized I can't be an anarchist because I like the idea of being owned/dominated way too much as far as kink goes. But does anarchy have borders in the bedroom?))

In speaking of being a dog, FC is comming up. I already got a room (which I dunno know which room number, but I'll be on the fursuit floor)

If you see a wondering fox in SWAT gear... say hi to him ;)
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Time:11:15 pm
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Time:04:20 pm
81% Mike Gravel
80% Dennis Kucinich
79% Barack Obama
78% John Edwards
74% Bill Richardson
73% Chris Dodd
73% Joe Biden
73% Hillary Clinton
46% Rudy Giuliani
40% John McCain
35% Mitt Romney
34% Mike Huckabee
31% Ron Paul
22% Fred Thompson
14% Tom Tancredo

2008 Presidential Candidate Matching Quiz

This quiz is such a scam.

In the end, your vote won't really matter because it's going to be decided on the media.
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Current Music:Dj Ada - REcorded at MMF
Current Location:Work
Subject:Taken from a man page
Time:11:15 am
Current Mood:blankblank
Our units of temporal measurement, from seconds on up to months,
are so complicated, asymmetrical and disjunctive so as to make
coherent mental reckoning in time all but impossible. Indeed, had
some tyrannical god contrived to enslave our minds to time, to
make it all but impossible for us to escape subjection to sodden
routines and unpleasant surprises, he could hardly have done
better than handing down our present system. It is like a set of
trapezoidal building blocks, with no vertical or horizontal
surfaces, like a language in which the simplest thought demands
ornate constructions, useless particles and lengthy
circumlocutions. Unlike the more successful patterns of language
and science, which enable us to face experience boldly or at least
level-headedly, our system of temporal calculation silently and
persistently encourages our terror of time.

... It is as though architects had to measure length in feet,
width in meters and height in ells; as though basic instruction
manuals demanded a knowledge of five different languages. It is
no wonder then that we often look into our own immediate past or
future, last Tuesday or a week from Sunday, with feelings of
helpless confusion. ...

-- Robert Grudin, `Time and the Art of Living'.
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Current Music:TElefon TEl AViv - Sound in a Dark Room
Current Location:Santa Clara, CA
Subject:2007: What a fucking year...
Time:02:49 am
Current Mood:blahblah
I have to admit.. 2007 was the craziest, exciting, depressing year I have ever, ever lived through.

At the beginning of the year, some of you may have know I was homeless for about a good half of that year. (broke up with my ex, and moved to SF with a crack head (never again!!!))

I was couch surfing for 7 months in between Davis, Reno, San Francisco, and San Jose. On top of of that, I got my first road trip up to Portland and Seattle.

I got my first IT job with Meditab in June over in Oakland, in which they turned around and payed for my flight to Defcon. (Even though they let me go in July).
And now I'm currently working at ClearView doing the same thing, but in San Jose.

I opened up another bank account and paid of my debts from the last one.

I got my first, real, straight from a dealership car.

A good friend has passed away...

I'm hoping 2008 will be little more stable for me, in which, I'm sure it will, and I know my company has alot to offer me (but I hope I could offer even more to my friends)

Goals for 2008:
-Get my own office (which will be soon ;)
-Pay off the Car.
-Look into getting a cabin (rent or own) in Boulder Creek. (this one I could probably hold off unil 2012)
-Move into an furry house (closer to my job hopefully)
-Get a fursuit
-Get a turntable (CDDJ?) set
-Write my first network program (been thinking about writing a sniffer program)
-Go to burning man (and not do drugs there :P)
-Get A+/Linux+/Network+/CWNA/CCNA Certs
-Learn exchange server (no matter how much I dread the idea)
-Go back to college
-Visit Austrilia
-Try to go to a furry convention that's not FC
-Go to DefCon
-Throw a renegade party
-Write a song (or do a cover of one)
-Get more bondage gear :P
-Get a boyfriend (or who knows, possibly a girlfriend... I've been playing around with the idea)
-Make more friends (and make time to spend time with them).
-Get a gym membership, and work out
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Current Music:Colony 5 - Before I give in
Subject:Life is too fragile...
Time:11:47 am
I was just informed last night that one of my friends has passed on. I havn't seen him in a long time, maybe 2 years. But I remembering had a crush on him, and looking up to him for his career. He was a programmer at Crystal Dynamics, heh, even worked on Soul Reaver. Erin and I thought he was the coolest person in the world.

I don't know the details on how he passed on. But I do have a strange feeling that I do know.

This is the second person I know who I remember talking to, socializing with them, laughing with them. And then.. they are gone. It really is weird. I don't think I'll ever get use to it.

What happens if I die? Will I be miss? Can I say I have left my mark on this world, or if not, on others?

My beilefe with death, because I chose a different beiliefe, is that my spirit, my ghost, me, I will roam this earth forever.

Heh.. i'm scared of death, I'm scared to find out what's on the other side, but I'm curious. I don't know...

I need to stop rambling.

Life is too fragile...
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Subject:Starting a Trend...?
Time:09:11 am
So.. it seems that since I got a car, I just read that kvidell and a_skunk just got cars, too.

Coincidence? Maybe...
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